Sunday, July 23, 2006
this past few days have been really sick. sick of doing stuff. kinda been too lazy i suppose. today off work early.. 3pm kinda reach hme. and after having my lunch i went to have a bath and fallen aslp at 4+ i guess.. after that wake up at 8pm as my mum left the room lights on. today is such a boring day for me. had no plans, had no where to go. sometimes really feel like finding some companion to go out with. i really hope to find someone to confine all my stuff to.. but i just cant find that person yet... and i wanna find someone that really could cheer me up. i wish tat i nv knew her. as sometimes i would miss her so much that i'm having mood swing now and then... what's actually wrong with me? we're of the different world. why still cling on to stuff that is impossible... why am i such a idiot that dun admit things? i'm such a failure. i hate myself. i hate everything. i hate to admit that there's not even 0.0001 percent at all... haiz....
it got me home
7/23/2006 02:47:00 AM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
hmm, just created my blog. still new to everything... today is same as yesterday cause i'm bedridden at home again.. gonna quit smoking from today onwards.. hope i will never lit my money away again.. sometimes i just look up to the sky and wonder, why i have to do something the hard way. cant i do it the easy way? i tried so hard and just cant get to succeed in forgetting somethings. which totally made me like a jerk. =(
it got me home
7/19/2006 06:00:00 AM
